I have the 'perfect' life. A loving family, a good living situation, friends. I am the 'perfect' student. No drama, good grades, well behaved. I am the 'perfect' daughter. Polite, understanding, seemingly happy. But I don't want to be. I don't want the textbook definition of a 'perfect life', i want to have my own definition of perfect. I want a family that would accept me if i were to stray away from what i am now. I want friends that aren't going to leave if i change who i am. I need some drama in my life! I long to be the rebellious teen that i used to always admire in movies! I dont want to have to be the perfect daughter. Hell! What if i don't want to be a daughter at all! maybe i want to be a son or a child or everything all at once! maybe i dont want to have to just smile and nod when someone makes a comment on something i dont agree with. what if i want to finally be open about how i feel?! But I can't, to cowardly to even try. So, I guess, I'll just keep my 'perfect' life.