You create your own misery fam. Get drunk sober up take it out on others repeat. They were hardly talkable to today. And they take other meds that make them extra moody and or aggressive sour and salty. Yeah. Always a joy🙄. The dog just wanted to play not long ago and they scolded it and talked rough instead of actually playing a little anyway. Everybody around me are always so sour hard to talk to unstable and etc. They don't make it easy for me to have joy that's for sure.