I'm so jealous of my friends. I look at them and they're all more charismatic, good looking, smart, strong, passionate and talented than me. I don't necessarily feel bad about my own attributes, but compared to them I always feel like they're the center of attention. I try to be really funny, to take good care of my looks, training, but still I feel that I'm just there because I make funny jokes once in a while, everyone would rather talk to my friends than me. I envy their experiences and relationships, and I feel like shit for thinking about my friends like that. Above all, I just wished more people were interested in me, romantically or platonically. I don't want to live in someone else's shadow.
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