I have to take my beginners today but im not ready and i have no choice im being forced at this point i cannot fricken study i cannot i try and try and try to remember anything!! I cant i cant do it and i dont understand why and nobody understands and i always wonder why i cant be normal like everyone else and my brain just wont work right and just be able to study and do it but i cant i dont know what to do and im freaking out if i fail ill be in trouble and im sobbing everytime i try to get anything done.