I try so fucking hard to make sure no one feels like me. So no one feels like no one cares because I care. I care so fucking much about you and them. But they never do the same for me. At most, they just dont talk to me. They're fucking cowards. All of them. And I'm not trying to be like this because im a pick me or anything but it's very clear im going to kms (changed bios, more dry, less hanging out, etc.) And i know it sounds like im just depressed for attention but that's not it, really it isn't. I just want someone to ask if I'm okay. I don't want to be ignored, I want someone to text me and ask if I'm OK. But they don't because they're fucking cowards. I hate all my friends and I hope they hate me too, because if they start texting me while im killing myself, I'll have to force myself to live another day again. So please, if you know a friend going through it. Please don't ignore them, please just talk to them even if it's just light hearted jokes or shitty memes.