I can't explain how bad it hurts. My bf broke up with me 4 days ago. I loved him sm and I thought he loved me too but I was wrong. He gave up on me once again. Before this he broke up with me on my birthday but we got back together. I was so happy. But few days ago he broke up with me again... He gave up on me. 1year of relationship went down the drain. We weren't just a couple. He was my best friend. We spend hours talking, playing. Yesterday the mutual friend again tried msging him asking what happened between us. He said things like "he doesn't feel the connection" and doesn't "enjoy the company" and that he "didn't love me anymore". I was broken. I feel so hurt...