I'm scared of girls tbh because I feel like they would hate me more if they knew me. I base so much of myself on being understanding and responsible but I'll never be who I want to be. I hate myself, I feel like this self-hatred is exhausting and follows me everywhere. I wish I were a cool talkative person, but I just keep feeling stupid. I sure hope that what they say about whatever problems you have at this age not being that big of a deal is true, but I feel burnt out from trying. I wish I could just learn from the past and become a stronger different person, but I feel stuck.
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