I really do miss going to the Dominican Republic to get my arranged hookups with an escort from an agency. You got the safety, all the types of guards you can imagine who take it FUCKING seriously, beautiful weather, vibrant country and culture, nice music, and in the resort, is unlimited food types and relaxation, like pool dipping for instance. There are outside excursions, but considering the immense currency difference, it's not something I wish to risk maybe while I'm alive. But it's more than that. It's getting away from my cesspool fucking area and the cesspool fucking country where it's like a fucking mental asylum but countrywide, full of fear, loathing, hatred, and insta judgment. Women treating men like 18 year or more lottery tickets, divorce and parenting a huge risk for men from golddiggers. When I see a plane, it's like seeing someone enjoying their freedom being above it all and me eventually, hopefully getting to my paradise again getting what I desire.