i hate racism It's destroyed my mental health sm For context, I'm mixed (my dad is African and my mom is European), and I live in the UK. I've never felt like I fit in anywhere. There's language barriers in my family. No one is originally from the UK like me. I'm not "fully" black, and I'm not "fully" white. I hate it. I feel so lonely. I've always experienced racism, I remember it as early as being seven. I would be asked for N word passes when I didn't even know what it meant. There was one other black boy in my entire school and everyone called me his girlfriend just because we were not white. I remember the i fell and scraped my knees. And I was in the medical and I could see the white-ish skin underneath thats like a layer underneath. And I just remember wanting to peel the top of my skin off like that, so that I could finally be white and I would be liked. I remember deeply wishing to just scrape all the brown of my body, to be white, and then I could maybe, finally fit in.