I'm so tired. Tired about everything. Tired of showing up. Tired of staying strong. Tired of being nice. Tired of being rational. Tired about the system. Tired of trying. So tired of being with people who drains the shit out of my social battery but I have no choice. Tired of keeping my mouth shut when my instructor talk shit and threaten us for simply not attending the class. Tired of fearing the system who does not do anything better but worsen the situation of my fucked up mental health. I AM JUST SO TIRED.