i started my first year in university and i’m already addicted to vapes, smoking weed, and cigarettes. i’m embarrassed and ashamed because it’s something i never thought id go through. i used to internally judge people that couldn’t stop smoking, but here i am. i finished a pack of cigs (20) in two days. i smoke weed every single day. i cant stop . i know its wrong and i should seek professional help, but the thought of asking for help and possibly going to rehab just fills me with dread. i think for now im just gonna smoke less since i cant completely stop. here’s to hoping i dont sound like selena gomez lol