I don't understand, why do I have to hide everything from people, I can"t express how I feel to people. I am sad, I am angry, and I feel like I'm stuck in my head. I miss my scars, they faded too soon, and I miss not having a grasp on time and reality, I miss when all my problems had just one simple solution, I think I miss cutting. So, nothing makes since, I think I'll just keep it to myself (exept for this) and bottle it all up. I shouldnt feel this way, I swear I shouldnt have any reason. So, I guess this is a funeral of sorts, for my past and for my scars, one that I suppose only I will ever attend.
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