I can't believe I'm even doing this. To have to vent here because I can't trust anyone else not even my own fucking family, that's crazy right? Anyway. So, throughout my life my dad and mom didnt rlly get along like that. But they stayed tg for me and my siblings sakes until they just couldn't handle it anymore and gave up. They went their seperate ways, the time they split me and my brother went with my dad for a year then returned to my mom. We were young at tht time and didn't really know what was happening. During our stay with our dad he told us not to have contact with my mom so we had to keep lying about where we were and shit, it wasn't easy but did it. After we went back with our mom she told us the same thing not to talk to our dad and that became a whole thing. I hate both of them. I hate everyone in my "family" they all should die horrible deaths. I've been treated so bad by each and every one, ive cut so many times, tried ending it.