Love his friendship. And like him alot. But to harm myself in some way I'm forcing myself to not reply to his text. Not like he needs to text me. He has better people in his life. Unlike me. He doesn't need me. I'm just a nobody. He definitely forgets about me. Plus hes busy. He doesn't have time to text me. And I get that. I just wish I could be in his light. He has things going for him. I don't.