I have this mechanical pencil with a sharp edge. I can't stop doing sh with it Today my online friend was drunk as hell. Normally, he's suicidal as hell. I am so scared that he'll do something to himself.. I couldn't resist it I keep scratching myself with that thing and today it got out of hand. Now i have swelling scratches over my arms, thighs and legs. I don't mind the sting but I hate myself for doing sh and I feel stupid for doing it. Even though I do it daily..