I don’t wanna meet with the psychiatrist, l don’t wanna talk to anyone about this. I fucking hate this shit, I hate them all, why must I go through all this stuff? I would rather just die, I don’t want to live this life, it’s too pointless. The psychiatrist is just gonna ruin my life completely, it will ruin me. I don’t even know what to talk to them about. I didn’t even wanna go there, but the fucking nosy nurse persuaded me into this. I should have just kept my mouth shut. UUHGGHH I DONT WANNA GO ANYWHERE, THEY WANT TOO FUCKING MUCH JUST LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE