im genuinely so lost in life rn and i have nothing good going on for me. I used to be clise friends with this one girl but then she went and betrayed me with the girls who did her wrong and which she talked absolute shit about. I was there for her when she had no one and this is my thank you? I dont know what the hell i did to deserve this life. And its not like i have any other friends too. Literally everyone hangs out with everyone but also talks shit about everyone so its very confusing. The only people i have by my side are my parents and thats pretty much it. Im sick of this pathetic life, honestly.