i was on here just last night, and im still feeling horrible today. its halloween and i have nobody to hang out with, all of my friends have plans. i did get invited out, but i asked them for the time, and ive been left on delivered for an hour now. i dont think im going anywhere tonight. what's most painful is that everyone else is, im already seeing the insta stories. my sister has her friend over rn, they're planning to go out soon, and i'm just crying as quietly as i can in my room. i feel so alone, but i don't want to talk to anyone i know irl, i don't want to ruin anyones night. it hurts so bad.