Idk where to begin but I feel extremely worthless. I mean I am really lonely so the only thing that I do is be at home go online and hope that someone wants to talk to me. This feeling of longing sucks cause I know for a fact that nobody wants to talk to me they have better things to do than talking anyways!! Wow so pathetic what can I do? My so called friends talk to themselves only. When I want to talk to them suddenly the conversation is completely different so what's the point in talking to them right anyways even if I do say something they shrug it off and talk to themselves again! God why can't people try and listen to me? Maybe I deserve to be a loner, talking to me is probably a pain to them. I guess j just deserve to be lonely huh.. music doesn't even help it makes me worse like I genuinely cannot feel the singer feelings when singing. I feel so empty when listening to them. Music brings people together u say? Ya no what a lie. I like this artist but nobody cares or knows.