i don’t know what to do anymore. i have no social life and nobody wants me around irl. my parents keep trying to tell me to go back to school but being depressed and getting bullied just because i’m autistic and trans is really fucking hard!!!!!!! i just wanted friends to do something on halloween with. this is the first time i’m sitting on halloween in my room alone while i can hear everybody outside having fun and laughing with friends. i’m so fucking jealous of neurotypical teenage girls because you just have it all. you lead the social hierarchy while i’m forced to sit and endure everything you throw at me