I’m tired of a friend. He’s not a bed person by all means, he has his own boundaries but I feel like we both weigh each other down. I wanted to make sure I’m there for him but in reality that just made us feel worse despite that we both became friends again last year. Right now I feel the sense of guilt of not telling how I feel and I don’t know where I could express my own feelings and emotions without letting people take pity. I think him not wanting to interact with me is a good step…. I wish him the best outside of our “friendship”