my life is so miserable i feel like im a walking corpse i dont even feel alive at all and i sit at home all day i have zero friends or social life i barely talk and i destroy everything around me and im a bad person ive done some pretty bad stuff that i honeslty deserve to be in prison for but whatever like maybe i need a friend but i dont wanna burden someone else cus thats what i do and idk if my life will ever get better and its hard to explain what im feeling right now like i cant explain it but bye