My 'friend' is so fucking pushy. "Play this game", when I do, "Do this route, go that way, don't do that, you suck, [gameplay spoiler]". "Watch this show, when are you gonna watch it, watch this with me". It's like I don't have the choice to not consume media. They've made me completely resent a game that used to be one of my favourites purely because they keep telling me to keep playing it, as if I don't have other things I want to do, or want to do things the way I want to on my own playthrough. I don't have many hobbies and gaming is one of the very limited things I am capable of with my current life. They're so sensetive too, so I can't deny them without them thinking that I want them to kill themselves. A lot of the time I just wish I didn't have to interact with people - they're so much work and I don't get a moment to reflect alone without a billion messages on my phone telling me to do something I don't want to. I want to go back to being alone.