recently have NOT been doing well mentally, and like, my life ISN'T HALF BAD. but it always feels like something is missing, something is wrong ... me and my bsf had a 'little falling out' recently, and i understand responsibility falls on the both of us, but sometimes she manages to VICTIMISE herself even when admitting fault. She'll be like ' yeah, i tend to get mad and hold grudges easy' and then follow up with ' you say a lot of harsh things, and i don't think you realise it' WHEN SHE WAS THE ONE WHO STARTED CALLING ME THOSE THINGS FIRST ??? she calls me fat, overeater, lazyass, ALL KINDS OF THINGS. AND YEAH, I CAN'T BE MAD BECAUSE MY LIFE IS PEACHY AND PERFECT. ( spoiler alert, it isn't. ) and we have a friendgroup, yes ? YES ??? she's the de-facto 'leader' because she's close to everyone, and SHE'S JUST ALWAYS PLAYING THE MAIN CHARACTER. she's ALWAYS INVOLVED, always STICKING HER NOSE WHERE SHE DOESN'T BELONG. i just can't rn, she's being like my toxic ex bsf. WHO BULLIED ME BTW.