No matter how much I mentally prepare for him leaving, once he actually says he wants to, I break down. I want to die, I want to jump out of this fucking window and let my body splat into the road below. I'm genuinely thinking about doing it this time, imagining how it would feel to have all my physical and emotional pain go away all at once. Does anyone know if it's possible to hire a hitman on myself? If I give one of you my address can you come kill me? Please?
Write it down. Let it go. No account, no name.
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