my friend is contemplating suicide and has attempted in the past and i cant do anything. i cant convince himotherwise i cant contact anyone i cant save him no matter how much i want to. im so scared and terrified ive failed him. ill have nothing without him ill kill myself if he goes too because whats the point of continuing? hes the only person who's ever cared about me and ill fail him if i live afterward i cant handle even the thought of it. im going to vomit i dont know what to do i cant do anything