I hate that I still love her, I want to be her friend so bad. I've been with her for 7 months we couldn't be together but told me we could be platonic friends but it's just killing me, this is hurting me so much this is so stupid. It's been a day since I last spoke to her or interacted with her, I don't allow myself to go on spacehey before i stop thinking about her She removed me from one of the section of her profile, the section I thought she would keep forever because we're friends but she removed it. She's so complicated. I had such saviour complex I would always try to help her and listen to her until making myself miserable I would continue even when I would be emotionally overwhelmed I knew this could make her dependent on me and I also felt like I had to because she told me that she loved talking to me because i was the only one to listen I really want to be her friend I don't want to love her