Frustration builds when no one tries to text me or dm me. I’m constantly picked last and it’s infuriating. I try to text ppl but they either won’t respond or just respond with one word. I feel like I’m losing it. I just want to talk with someone but I don’t even get that. At school this particular person will barely talk to me and just text and watch videos on his phone all the time. I think he doesn’t want to be my friend anymore and I wish he would just tell me that instead of ignoring me or picking other people first. I don’t like feeling left out, and I know my thoughts are inherently selfish. I can’t help it as I am bipolar and take medication for it. This is why I can’t express this without coming off as inconsiderate or jealous. But make no mistake I am a quite jealous person. I just don’t want to burden people with that and force them to think they have to hang out with me all the time. I just feel like I’m being picked last at the playground.