I hate how my mom thinks that joking about beating me isn’t a big deal. “Oh, I should have never decided to use ‘gentle parenting’!” (She doesn’t even gentle parent) “Oh, a few smacks and your room wouldn’t be dirty!” Or like she’ll constantly hits me softly with like a towel or smth literally for no reason, just bc she thinks it’s funny, and ofc it’s my fault when I start yelling. “Don’t yell, you’ll get taken by CPS.” How is that MY fault?? I get that it’s not a giant deal, but still. Also, my dad always makes me feel guilty whenever I complain about it, bc my mom grew up with rlly abusive parents. I hope I never have kids bc I wouldn’t wanna accidentally do smth like that :(