I want him to love me. He always treats me so nicely, so kindly. He has no idea I'd do anything for him to love me. I try to be patient and kind but all I feel is this deep aching pain in my chest every day when I think of him, because I can't stand it anymore. I've always been intense with love, I don't love small, I love with all my soul. And keeping it inside has been killing me, I just want to scream how much I love him but what if he doesn't like me back? I don't want to ruin it. I don't care if he's older, I don't care if people find it weird, I don't care if he's far away, I don't care, I don't care, I don't care, I want him to feel this too, I want him to tell me he loves me, I want him to need me, I want him in the worst ways possible and I don't care. I can't help but be greedy, he's perfect to me.