why do the popular kids make me hate myself even more then I already do they don't care they don't think for one fucking second how I feel how others feel because they cant get there heads out of there asses I wish they knew I wasn't well mentally so they'd finally leave me alone I'm going to srsly die soon because of how late I stay up,how much junk I eat / and hardly eating,depression and other shit its not just them its also some teachers who make me want to smash there faces in its so infuriating just leave me alone please do they think I like being like this no sometimes I wish I was like them like I had a ton of money,friends/even if there fake ones and not being a sick little freak but I know now that I love being a little freaky weirdo even if I stay up late hating myself I cant die yet because I have 2 get back at all of them for this stupid part in my fucking life