i am so tired of trying to make friends. when i was younger, i thought this would change, and basically go away; for things like going to another city because of uni and leaving behind everyone who was from my high school. now at college it feels so tiring; everyone has their friend groups, and when simply being friendly (and trying to sense if i can make a click with them) most of the time i get DRY responses like "yeah" "sure" "oh..." or simply the person tries to end up asap the convo just because. im not saying this because its first year and i expect things to work out in one way or another, actually im on my last year lol. it doesnt help that i get weird stares by some people from my prom (mostly because of my makeup i think?) and some passive aggressive comments from now and then. i genuinely dont now what could be wrong in me, or if i have done anything that can be interpreted in a bad way. im just trying to do my best, the least thing i want is to be rude or insensitive.