I hate it, i hate this endless cycle im living in. Doing every day the same way, coming home and doing the same things, going to bed and thinking how I can change yet never doing it. Im sick of this limbo of being trapped in your own feelings that you cant get out, sitting alone with your heart locked up because you hate being seen vulnerable. I want help, I really do, but no one recognises how hard it is to open up to someone. I just want to get out of this cycle of my own messy problems.