I am just really exhausted. Emotionally and physically. On the surface, life should be great for me, and I feel like I should be grateful because I got exactly what I have said I always wanted. But despite that I am not happy right now. Right now I am very exhausted and very stressed out. I also feel very lonely, because I have no one to vent to. I am married, but if I complain to my spouse they just say stuff like "thats why I told you you should have been more on top of things", or "I told you you should have planned things better" etc. Like I have no one to vent to whatsoever. I don;t really want to tell any of my friends either, I used to have really close friends I could talk to about anything but I feel like we drifted a part and I dont have that kind of relationship with them anymore.