I genuinely feel so overworked I have so many clubs and classes and people to deal with. Today I had to do volunteering setup all by myself when someone was supposed to help me becasue they had some conference to go to. And I was all alone in the rain setting up and i was tired asf. And class is long and I probably failed all my midterms and I have another one tomorrow that I didn't even study for because I get so stressed. And I'm skipping my research lab meetings becasue I genuinely don't have energy and I wanna explode. I don't even get to rest on weekends becasue my parents make me work. I just wanna relax and draw but no matter what I do there's always something that needs to be taken care of, and its always me who has to do so. its gotten so bad that I can't stress eat or sleep anymore because im so busy And its gotten to the point where i wanna cut off my relationships/friendships to work more because im not good enough since others do more than me but im so tired