I don’t know. I just don’t know. I don’t fucking know. I fucking hate everything and myself. I don’t feel like I have a purpose. I just wanna go to school, and what what if things don’t go the way I expect it to pls I just wanna go to school I just wanna feel happy again, I wanna get out of this house. I wanna get checked. I wanna go to a therapist, I don’t want to feel alone. I hate this feeling meant fmfkewwkdmmdmmmzzmznznsnnsbdfbjrdjddjjs