I do not know where to start, except that I am very scared. I am scared with what is going in this world. It is getting harder day by day to feel optimistic about what is to come. At this rate, I am just worried sick. Every day I play a round of Russian Roulette, and hope I get to see one more day. The noise scares me, the anticipation of an explosion waiting to happen terrifies me. Why do the weak get thrown under the bush? When will this all come to an end? I was always taught peace and harmony, why can`t everyone just follow that, and thrive together. sigh. What privilege it is to be able to sleep worry free for the night!