I'm so scared to go home, I hate being at school, but I'm constantly living in fear at my house. It's because of my dad, he doesn't drink or anything like that, but he touches me in places that makes me so uncomfortable. I'm not sure if he has bad intentions but he puts his hands on my chest, thighs, lower back, and places like that. I'm always scared to be alone with him even though I'm sure he probably wouldn't do anything. I might just be overreacting though. And he always comes home from work in a bad mood, so I know he'll take it out on me and my mom, he always yells at my mom mainly for stuff I do. It's always my fault they're fighting and I hate it. He even hit me one time, just one time so far, but I'll always remember him grabbing my arm and pulling me up the stairs, slapping my forearm after I had an "attitude" with him. At this point, I think it would be better if I was just gone, forever. Run away and dissapear. I get the urge a lot.