I feel like a horrible person. Last year was possibly the worst year of my life, two court battles, lost both of my father figures, all my siblings, the works but that besides the point. The school year is what made a lot of it really difficult for me. And the teacher for my chemistry class, is someone I really look up to a lot. Im not very gifted mathematically and I failed both of the final exams for both semesters and he excused both of them, both times letting me pass the class. And I never said thank you. I was embarrassed and flustered and on such a hair trigger I thought i was going to break down in front of this man if I confronted him to say thank you. I thought an email would sound bad. So I just never said anything to him. And now whenever I see him I avoid eye contact and I feel like a horrible person that took advantage of his good deed that could've gotten him fired and then gave him the cold shoulder.