I'm dating a guy at my school, okay? So basically, I liked this guy way before him. When my boyfriend touches me, I don't know, i don't like it. I picture the guy I liked before holding my hand or something, and it feels clean, in a way? I can't leave my boyfriend though, I would feel bad, and he loves me. The guy I liked before is his best friend. Someone help? I need to vent to someone.