i wish mr nuclear med was the proctor today. i’d be more motivated. why didn’t he show up instead of that old hoe? god his voice is so much better and deep and hot. idk how i’d survive if he was my teacher. i don’t think ill see him tomorrow :( and I won’t see him on monday cuz there’s no class. i don’t wanna have to wait another week. i wanna see him everyday. i wonder if he even thinks of me. probably not cuz he must be busy doing cool stuff in the lab. i wish i knew his name and what he does and what he teaches. but then again, he’s probably already in a happy relationship or has a family or likes someone else or is gay so good for him i hope he’s happy wherever he goes. and he’s a teacher im a student i dont stand a chance with him. i’m probably not his type and he’s probably not mine if i get to know him. i just like his voice and his looks and the fact he’s in nuclear med yet i know nothing else about him. god when will i find the one? :(