My family is eating me up mentally. My brother can argue with me on literally anything, and he never even gives a damn to my pov. When I have an issue and i tell my dad about it, who believes I should be perfect in every sense because I spent his money growing up, btw he is not perfect in any sense, asks me not to make a mountain out of a molehill. He always have that straight face and is never happy, and if you try to help him emotionally you are just crossing the line. My mom worships my dad, for her he is never wrong. She is dependent on my dad both for her work and life, and if things don't go her, she rants to me. But yes being the perfect fkr I am, I must not have opinion, must listen to them and act in aways which suits them. Now cause of them I have trust issues, body dysmorphia, OCD and what not. I have no hobby, no life, no job security, because I am struggling chasing their pied piper dream