It hurts, I want to claw at my chest and rake at the insides of my walls. I do not know how much longer I can hold on. SO much anger fills me. How much longer should I have to wait for a "betterment". I am so arrogant for not being patient enough but I genuinely am at my witts ends. it hurts to wake up, I hate that I EVEN tried to prove myself wrong and FURTHERMORE I HATE THAT I AM CAUGHT IN THE SAME LOOP I HAVE TRIED TO BREAK FREE FROM.