I have been with my partner for 4 years. We are not married but fuck it feels like a marriage that I never wanted. He's very overbearing, very emotional dependent. We don't have much to talk about anymore. We eat together, sleep together. All that shit. I don't want to go into my 30's with him. I feel like a horrible person for feeling this way but I can't do it. I am facilitating him because he has no support, can't afford his own place yet, and is currently in school finishing up a medical certificate program but once he has the means to survive on his own, I hope he eventually leaves me. He's keen on keeping the relationship together but I've emotionally detached a long time ago. Now I just play pretend. I care for him a lot, but I can't really say I love him the way I did when I met him.