I wish my friends would protect me , Everyone says im kind and that they find me comforting and yet are okay with me being publicly humiliated. I wonder if i stay silent and disappear theyll actually start worrying about me for once. maybe its just me, im given support but i always need MORE. Whats wrong with me . i just wanted to belong and not step on my boundaries at the same tiem, but becuse my boundaries were too hostile and rigid people started hating me. im always the nutcase the villian or the wweird one . I hate all of my friends. I wish someone would come save me , my legs hurt so much. I wish self harm did something. i dont want to die ,but i wish people thought that their actions caused me to
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