Kinda just. Stuck in the worst possible situation. Dont have friends to talk to anymore since dropping out. Im 18 but Im already in medical debt because of an OD Im April. Got kicked out for it too because i triggered my relatives PTSD. Now Im cut off from that side of the family and now my mom is basically treating me like Im a roommate she doesnt want. Start of October i OD’d again and she made me stay home and clean my own vomit up when I was barely able to stand. I got shamed the entire time for it. I tried to call 211 but i basically got transferred to a different line and they had me on hold for an hour before I got hung up on. Not sure what to do at this point. Every time I try to end this or change it for better it only gets so much worse. I’m terrified to even change anything because it only makes things worse. I don’t really know how to find friends or a support system when I don’t even have a job or license.