mb if my vent is kinda all over the place. Hey yall. I didnt off myself last week like i was about to. I realized I couldnt because I didnt really know how. yay ig. my arms were scratched and beat up tho. Someone left a note saying not to let the shitty days get to me. Someone else said that they cared about me. Honestly every day feels like a shitty day to me, and that night when I was hurting myself was also another night of my mom telling me that everything I do is wrong, that I am wrong. Its already bad enough that I tell myself that. My mom also told me that she cares about me. I dont believe her. Thanks for leaving the notes tho, thats the most attention ive gotten in 6 years. yk maybe ill finally get attention if i stop trying. i think thats why so many teens act out at school or at home. Maybe they're just looking for the attention they never got, and getting good grades and acing tests wasnt working. btw im doing 2 vents today bc of the word limit. -**er