like what am I supposed to say ? why am I not saying the correct things? is it my autism? I fucking hate people, I hate having to guess what's going on in their head, and then when I show interest or appreciation I'm fucking ignored!!!!!! my messages get ignored so often!!!!!!!!!! what's the point in messaging at all? I ask how you are, you say fine, but you're not fine, so why lie? And then days later you tell me something's bothering you. I ASK YOU HOW YOU ARE. TELL ME. THEN. What is the POINT???????? I'm literally checking in. I check in every day when I wake up, and you just give me blanket statements of "I'm fine". Like it's the best time to tell me shit. And I don't know what more you want from me.