I feel like my best friend is not best friends w me. At one point, we did everything together, we knew eachother like no else did. I even ditched my old best friend for her. Which I feel horrible about because she treated me way better than this girl. But now she has so many people that she would put in front of me, has every guy to ever exist to flirt with her and want her. Whenever she’s there I’m invisible, to guys, to girls, to everyone. Does she have any idea that I ditched everyone else to be with her, and now I have no one when she decides to ignore me: I just follow her around (Which I know she hates) but I have no other choice because I have no other friends and she just makes me feel so worthless. I wanna just ditch her but I kinda can’t and I love her so much she is so funny and caring and we have so many great memories together and I don’t wanna let them go. I wish I wasn’t, but I’m jealous. Every guy I like wants her. Every guy ever wants her. I would do anything to be her