Feel like if I ever fully say how I feel in a lot of situations, most of my friends will probably think less of me. Whether it's showing passion for a certain thing I like that they ridicule or speaking out about something not deserving a certain reaction, letting those inner thoughts out would likely cause more problems then it's worth. I can't risk losing the friendships I have now since making new friends feels practically impossible, and even though I love the ones I have now, I can't stop feeling this sense of frustration over their sometimes ignorant, contrarian attitudes.